Tom Sandoval at the “Vanderpump Rules” Season 11 Premiere ; Rachel Leviss arrives at the KIIS FM’s iHeartRadio Jingle Ball 2023.Photo:River Callaway/Variety via Getty Images; Steve Granitz/FilmMagic

Tom Sandoval at the “Vanderpump Rules” Season 11 Premiere ; Rachel Leviss arrives at the KIIS FM’s iHeartRadio Jingle Ball 2023

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Tom Sandovalstill hasRachel “Raquel” Levisson his mind.

On Tuesday’s episode ofVanderpump Rules, theSchwartz & Sandy’sco-owner, 41, admitted that he was “worried” about his former flame as she continued toreceive treatment at The Meadows, a mental health facility in Arizona that she entered at the height of theScandovalto address hertraumaandlove addiction.

She then interrupted him and said, “I wasn’t going to tell you but I spoke to her at length.”

“I don’t know some of the things she said, she just didn’t seem very happy with you,” she added.

Lisa Vanderpump and Tom Sandoval.Nicole Weingart/Bravo via Getty

Lisa Vanderpump, Tom Sandoval. Vanderpump Rules Season 10 Reunion

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Sandoval revealed that his last conversation with Rachel, 29, had not gone well, explaining, “The last time that I talked to Rachel she had stated that when people get done with this program they will stay there and I told her I was like this is something you’re going to have to face eventually. And the longer you stay there, the harder it’s going to be.”

He continued: “And she got mad at me, of course, because it became this thing where if I didn’t 100% agree with everything they said to her, I was, you know, bad for her or something.”

Lisa, 63, then further detailed Rachel’s concerns about staying in touch with Sandoval, saying the former SUR server told her she wasn’t “comfortable lying to everybody” while Sandoval had allegedly told her “life is lying,” which he promptly denied.

Rachel Leviss and Tom Sandoval attend White Fox After Hours At Delilah Los Angeles on October 18, 2022 in West Hollywood, California.Vivien Killilea/Getty

Raquel Leviss, Tom Sandoval Cauchi attend White Fox After Hours At Delilah Los Angeles on October 18, 2022 i

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“I’ve been worried f—ing sick about her,” he responded. “I just want to give her a f—ing hug and know that she’s okay.”

After his admission, Lisa encouraged him to talk directly to Rachel but he revealed that she had blocked him. Lisa then realized it was then time for Sandoval to face the music, saying, “Well, then it’s over. Gotta go forward now, Tom. I think it’s the past. I really do.”

Tom Sandoval and Raquel Leviss attend the “Vanderpump Rules” Party For LALA Beauty Hosted By Lala Kent at Beauty & Essex.Amy Sussman/Getty Images

Tom Sandoval and Raquel Leviss attend the “Vanderpump Rules” Party For LALA Beauty Hosted By Lala Kent at Beauty & Essex

Sandoval recounted at a guys’ night what Lisa told him about her conversation with Rachel, saying, “I guess she’s not happy with me for some reason, like I haven’t heard from her in probably over a month. A single word. It sucked. I’m sitting here looking at my phone every f—ing night. She doesn’t call, I’m like alone. I can’t f—ing do this anymore.”

Schwartz then encouraged him to start dating and Sandoval admitted in a confessional, “It’s been 15 years since I was single dating around. Been a long time. But what can I do?”

“She’s obviously made a decision. She’s not coming back,” he added. “Couldn’t even send me an email for closure. I don’t want to find another relationship. I think I just want female energy in my life.”

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Vanderpump Rulesairs Tuesday at 8 p.m. ET/PT on Bravo.

source: people.com